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[20 Sep 2004|06:30pm] |
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hey just thought i would write in my live journal.....well last night i hung out with cait which was a lot of fun bc i havent seen her in a while so it was nice...........and i heard the sweetest quote that i wrote on a elastic....its "if you dont live for something youll die for nothing".........ya by hatebreed
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Hey im bored just got home from soccer practice so i thought i would update lol........last night i hung out with Caitlin and watch the girl next door......it was a lot of fun bc i havent seen her in like forever so seein her was really cool..........yea well im listenin to Hatebreed ill update again soon.lol
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hey bored here i just got home from mass. for a soccer tourny today and im listenin to one breath and talkin to cait. I watched the movie the lion kind 1 1/2
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| Last Night |
[14 Aug 2004|03:55pm] |
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Last night was fun bc i went iceskatin with my friend from xavier, Reid, who i havent seen since school. He brought Chelea or however u spell it and she brought a friend Amanda, who is really cool, we went ice skatin and then bowlin and it was a lot of fun bc i got to get to talk to Amanda and found out how cool of a person she is well thats for all today..........
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[17 Jun 2004|10:22pm] |
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Hey havent updated in a while so i thought i would, well lately ive been havin out with my good friends, Ganesh aka G Money lol, and Kevin aka kbo.......thats been fun but i miss juliet she went to Florida for a week, but i just got off the phone with Juliet so that is cool and im happy about YAY........well im goin to bed bc im wakin up tomarrow at 5:30 which sux bc im goin to go and get Breakfast in Middletown and go to a mass that is takin place for my grandmother so im out pce...................
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| Great Weekend |
[07 Jun 2004|12:29am] |
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My new cd Casey Jones sxe hardcore its soo good |
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Wow wat a great weekend well to start it off Friday was my last exam and then when i got home me and my bro watched orange county.....good movie..But wat was awesome Friendly Fest hangin out with such cool kids Caity, Heather, Tashia, Melinda, Chris b., Rick, Kyle, and others...includin guys from parisprinter, really nice guys...but ya playin dodge ball, frisbee was awesome...but wat was great was the music...tatc were great, Call it Arson was soooooooooooooo good i couldnt believe it i was like wow...and Fuckin Pig Destroyer was amazingly awesome........then havin like 20 people ova my house afterwards was really cool for pasta........wat was the best thing about the night was when Hot Cross showed up and Heather was like i Hot Cross sux as the Hot Cross kids walked by....Then on Sunday i won my soccer game YAY...then bein able to see my friends while listenin to the Polemic, my bros band, they r so good ask around...my bro doin a head first dive into Jeff the drummer who then tackled Don the guitarist.....after that goin out and playin bball was really cool....chris b. granny shot up on the hill off the backboard and in it was awesome....Heather and Tim jumpin in my pool was amazin... Goin to TBell was awesome...where my bro had a soda in his hand and Don yells Cancoon and kicks the soda out of Josh's hand and goes all over him.....Then later something was said again and my bro was chasin Don with another soda and Don got Heather in the way and she got soaked hahahhaha i couldnt stop laughin...........in all a good Weekend to start my Summer Vacation..........someone try and tell me a better weekend than that.......
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Wow Maryland was awesome except for the part that we got our ass kicked, 5-0..5-0..2-0, but hangin with my teammates bc we all stayed in the same hotel was awesome bc we went to the movies and saw The Day after tomarrow...haha Feyzi tryin to think of the name of the movie on the walk there....umm is it day after next or the next day that was funny...then durin the movies we started talkin and people were lookin at us and just yelled out Shut up and my friends all laughted....but when we were leavin i wasnt thinkin and i asked one of my friends if this movie was based on a true story and everyone started to laugh at me...but ya it was fun and Juliet learned how to send her textmessage lol but then i went to baltimore on sunday and went to espn zone and watched some of the lacross d2 or d3 championship it was cool...then it only took my dad to go from baltimore to my house 4 hours and 50 minutes...i got home round 8 and went ova juliets house at 9:30 it was fun..........
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Hey wow im soooooooo tired i had to go to practice today and run sprints for ova a half hour....wasnt able to go to the show ohh well....and since i couldnt go my bro didnt feelin like goin........but ya im so tired....i had a great time yesturday, tuesday, went and saw shrek 2 with tara....that was a fun time.........with the gingerbread man hahah lol.......but ya i have to finish my paper pce
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[23 May 2004|02:24pm] |
Take the quiz: "What Hardcore band are you? (revised)"
 Hopesfall You are Hopesfall. You appear to be all heavy but you breakdown for way too long and stay that way for a long time but people like it. So you still rock
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Wow i got to listen to my bro's band new stuff and this shit is awesome to bad ill be down in Maryland, even thought i fuckin cant wait bc im not goin to school monday and im stayin in a hotel with the rest of my team so that will be fun, but i dont get to hang with Juliet or Tara so thats a bummer...and i have to miss my bro's band first show since last summer when they had there old drummer and i havnt met there new drummer...but yea anyways this weekend was fun bc we went to a show in torrington and saw Auletta play it was like my 5th time seein them and i got to meet some of my bros friends there nice...but then the cops showed up and told us to leave so before we did there was a piece of tape that someone wrote "small penis" on and i took the tape and i put it on the cop car..haha, then me and my bro got lost tryin to find the highway, lol this was our second time that nite..first time was gettin to the show, hey josh "Campville" hahahaha that was a name of a town we got a good laugh out of that....but wat was key was on the way home listenin to the Barstow cd its soooooooo fuckin good and me and my bro just sang along...lmao it was good, we stopped off at McDonals and then went to Taco Bell second time that night we went there, we hung out with my bro's friends Donovin *however u spell it* and some kid he was nice and then we left to walk to stop and shop and we walked by this car and all these kids were smokin it up, it was a serious moment and we walked passed the carwash that was playin this funny sounding music and we all started to laugh...when we got to s&s we went to the lobster tank and were watchin the lobsters we have great lives hahahahah....then went and read magizines but then it was bout 12:30 so me and josh, my bro, had to go...good night...sat i had a soccer game which we tied 3-3 and then i went to Juliet's house but before that me and my bro had one of our many moments where i said if im not back in 10 min call the police.. and he goes if ur not back in 10 min im callin dominos..haha, but then i went to Juliets house bc i didnt get a message until i was leavin that tara, emma and chas were goin ova sophia's house o well, and at Juliet's house we watched Fight Club she was soo confused it was funny then we started to watch 28 days later and chas called that was cool bc i got to talk to tara...and i ordered dominos..haha and then my bro picked me upp and today ive done notting lol
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[20 May 2004|05:30pm] |
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Hey wow wat an amazin band im listenin to Kite Flyin Society.....they are sooooooo fuckin good, if u havent heard of them where the hell have u been...lol...well another boring day of school and then driver's ed wat quite boring so i fell asleep bc we were watchin a movie.....Wow i fuckin cant wait for the weekend of June 4th bc thats goin to be the best fuckin weekend ill ever have, i cant think of any other weekend that will be better than that, first Friday June 4th is my last day of exams, Saturday June 5th im fuckin goin up with my bro to Friendly Fest 4 hell fuckin yes, and then Sunday June 6th there is goin to be another show at my house and this show is goin to be awesome..Josh, my brother, band is playin at my fuckin house 5pm fuckin be there.....
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Taking Back Sunday- Cute without the E (acoustic) |
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Sunday, June 6th @ 5pm $3-4 dollars (whatever you can give towards the bands) 41 Willowbrook Road, Cromwell, CT 06416
The Heuristic (ex-shallows and flats, kid eternal) Tastes Like Silver (on tour with TH) The Polemic (My Brother, Donovan from Newandyke, and one other playing spastic hardcore)
i am waiting to hear back from two others, i will post the info as soon as possible.
contact: rippedbookpage@yahoo.com
thats a good things bc i fuckin school sux and i hate life, people piss me off and i wish some people were dead, and i wish i had someone to cheer me up even though i wont find it bc life is fucking gay...........
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[16 May 2004|11:47am] |
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Hey watchin the third best movie in the world, Fight Club.......its the third best behind Donnie Darko and 28 Days Later.....I Fuckin love this movie...wow last night i talked to my friend Juliet until like 1:30 last night just talkin...it was really nice to have her to talk to becoause we walked bout things that i dont like to talk to others bout bc she know the feelin that i have been goin though.....
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Womenspeak = English
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You want = You want We need = I want
It's your decision = The correct decision should be obvious by now
Do what you want = You'll pay for this later
We need to talk = I need to complain
Sure... go ahead = I don't want you to
I'm not upset = Of course I'm upset, you moron
You're ... so manly = You need a shave and you sweat a lot
You're certainly attentive tonight = Is sex all you ever think about?
Be romantic, turn out the lights = I have flabby thighs
This kitchen is so inconvenient = I want a new house
I want new curtains = and carpeting, and furniture, and wallpaper.....
I need wedding shoes = the other 40 pairs are the wrong shade of white
Hang the picture there = NO, I mean hang it there!
I heard a noise = I noticed you were almost asleep
Do you love me? = I'm going to ask for something expensive
How much do you love me? = I did something today you're really not going to like
I'll be ready in a minute = Kick off your shoes and find a good game on T.V.
Is my butt fat? = Tell me I'm beautiful
You have to learn to communicate = Just agree with me
Are you listening to me!? = [Too late, your dead]
Yes = No
No = No
Maybe = No
I'm sorry = You'll be sorry
Do you like this recipe? = It's easy to fix, so you'd better get used to it
Was that the baby? = Why don't you get out of bed and walk him until he goes to sleep
I'm not yelling! = Yes I am yelling because I think this is important!
All we're going to buy is a soap dish = It goes without saying that we're stopping at the cosmetics department, the shoe department, I need to look at a few new pocket books, and OMIGOD there's a sale in lingerie, and wouldn't these pink sheets look great in the bedroom and did you bring your checkbook?
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[14 May 2004|05:03pm] |
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FUCK THE WORLD, I FUCKIN HATE IT.........The one good thing in my life is that i have gettin out of school june 4th too look forward to and to kno that everyday that passes is one less day that i have to live..........HAHA.
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[13 May 2004|03:35pm] |
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 you are an "emo kid". you're fresh or light in the scene and enjoy your somewhat nicer and lighter emo bands. don't let the indie kids and punk rockers put you down for liking dashboard confessional or hot water music, stick up for your emo rights! keep smiling!
*how emo are you?* brought to you by Quizilla
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[11 May 2004|06:21pm] |
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Sometimes my favorite line comes back to me "Pull the trigger and the nightmare stops..." and i think about how true of a statement it really is and how my nightmare that i call life will stop before i get into it to far and people start to care, before anyone would care that i was gone...sometimes i think that the time might me today and now....well i Fuckin hate the world...haha im writing this while im talk to Kevin on the phone talk bout good times and makin me laugh...i wouldnt kno where i would be if i wasnt best friend with him...prob somewhere in a cornor depressed...he is the coolest kid in the world and sometimes i feel that hes the only one that i can tell him anything, not sayin that u wont make fun of me bout it..haha the time he hit me over the head with a shovel.....we still get a good laugh from that one........hes the one of the only person that i can trust in, by him bein there and him havin my back when kids want to fight me........lol
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Saves the Day (Through Being Cool cd) |
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hey i was bored after school so i decided to count how many different band that i have at least one song of and on my computer right now i have 523 band and i have at least one band that starts with every letter in the alphabet except for z. wow i am really bored but at least i have my saves the day and the get up kids to listen to too. lol, listenin to one of my favorite cds, Through Being Cool by Saves The Day.
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| In a bad mood |
[09 May 2004|09:27pm] |
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Hey wow im in a fuckin bad mood. Im really depressed feelin and i dont care wat goes on in my life anymore and if anyone would even care if i wasnt around or would they just forget about me like i never existed...well thats all im goin to go into my room and think of how i dont deserve anything......
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